I'll miss him and think about him everyday, I just wish I had more chance to speak to him and tell him how much I actually loved him! I lost my cousin March 28, 2007. :'(. So as of yesterday she's been gone. This poem is very touching. I miss her and think of her every waking hour. This poem brought tears to my eyes. I have guilt that I never went in to see my cousin in the bed dying, you don't know the pain I feel everyday. He will always be in my thoughts and prayers. He was 2 1/2. It took a maybe a month or so before the hospital diagnosed her with Anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis. Thank you my 21 year old cousin was killed in a car accident. We lost our brother to gun violence. I found him on my dirt bike track and he was my neighbor. My cousin was murdered by her bf. My cousin died about 9 months ago and the wound in my heart is still very fresh. She was murdered by her bf I'm still in shock. I would give anything to hug my cousin one last time. On Tuesday, January 4, 2011 Malaki let go. I lost my cousin Matthew on June 2nd. WANA POWELL WE LOVE YOU. You will see them again one day. it was a horrible death and this poem reminds me of her. Thanks again for sharing your poem!! Today September 24th is his birthday. Although I am very sad about his death I can also smile because I know that is just one more angel I have looking over me =) so my heart truly goes out to everyone who has lost a family remember. Not a day doesn't pass when you aren't in our minds Karly Jai Holmes 8/11/94 to 3/17/12 forever in our hearts <3. Thank you very much for this poem in a couple of days it will be year since I lost my cousin who was more like a brother to me in car accident out of 5 people in the car he was the only one to die. Once I graduated I said to him the only reason I go and visit the school is to hang out with you during your break, but once I heard the news I didn't know how to react and I didn't want to visit the school because I would of looked for him. And up until last week (relative to when I’m writing this) I was a virgin. He felt like he wasn't loved and took his life. I miss him everyday. I now have a dog tag necklace that a fellow marine had made and was giving out to family and I missed it but his kind girlfriend of six years gave it to me and I never take it off. Worst day of my life. I just wish he could have talked to someone about whatever he was going through. It never occurred to me how much I could lose. my cousin was only 16 when he died. May your humble soul rest in peace, Ngisi. And so I took off in my car to where he was, thinking "ok Sierra you're a nurse, blue means no oxygen, you can save him." She told me that Philip had passed and that he was in a better place. He died about a year and 3/4 ago. All other content on this website is Copyright © 2006 - 2020 FFP Inc. All rights reserved. My world crashed and it felt like a terrible nightmare. Andy was 19 yrs old when he was killed in a car accident in 1997. I lost my cousin Feb.18, 2011 to senseless act of police brutality. We love you and We missed you! Next thing you know he got home, got out the car, said he felt weird, and dropped to the pavement. There is several other cases with this unknown pneumonia virus so if he can save another life he would be very pleased. sorry if my English is bad but I'm from Mexico, My Cousin Sammie and her new boyfriend was killed by a train trying to cross the tracks to get to the other platform on 9th March 2010. His lady ran over, brought him back to life twice. I found out at 4 am. Now I wish I could have her one more time, Because she lives in a completely different part of the country, Anonymous confessions, stories and advice. I miss you so so so so much honey <3 ill miss you so so sooooooo much. I spent every day all day with him for 3 weeks straight. In a fatal car accident while returning from a trip. I hope one day I can read a poem like this and not cry but find the strength to truly believe the last line. My cousin was 23 years old when he died. He used to visit us every weekend with a pack of ice cream. She will miss out on life having her daddy around to have her grad school, getting married and have such pretty grandkids my hearts hurts for my poor granddaughters. She was on her way to the bus stop to go to work . He hugged me and said he loves me. Did you spell check your submission? He always checked on me and always asked me about my day in USA. Now we have one very healthy little boy and one bright shining star in the sky. It was a very painful moment in my whole life. He will always be my favorite cousin! Keep smiling for she is watching over you. I lost my cousin on July 22,2009 due to heart problems he was only 21. Once I heard that I burst into tears I couldn't believe that my cousin that lived for 9 months was gone. It still don't seem real. It was the hardest thing I've ever experienced. I never had time to talk to him, and I regret those time when he wanted me to go to his house. But August 2, 2011 they took her off all of the machines that were keeping her alive. Rest easy D'aisha <3. I also send my condolences to everyone who lost their cousin to other peoples stupidity. I lost my cousin on 23rd July 2010. We were like brother and sister. It just doesn't make any sense. I am so sorry. She then hugged me and kissed me and then she started rubbing her v***** on my back and my chest. When I heard the bad news I wanted to kill myself. My beautiful cousin was murdered along with her co-worker during an attempted bank robbery 6 months ago. If so, you've come to the right place, because LostCousins is the ONLY family history website able I caught my my first love/guy who took my virginity having gay sex behind my back, NEVER TOLD ANYONE OR SPOKEN ABOUT : I lost my virginity to my cousin, I lost y virginity at s very very young age to my cousins and brother and I think that messed up my sexuality. Diana Blokzyl, Spiritual Poems about Death It was f****** awesome and I’m totally gonna f*** her again next year, I've also f***** my cousin like 9 times. He was active he came to my house every day. She died while she was getting surgery on her stomach because she had an infection in her intestines and she crashed. I have a three year old cousin who had an asthma attack last week and went straight into a coma. He was more like a brother to me then cousin because we grew up together and did everything together. I can't imagine going into adulthood without her, and even now over a year later I'm struggling to accept the truth or see a future without her. I miss her everyday. My cousin stole my virginity on vacation. It's sad that many people are passing from this. Weighing just under 1lb each, they fought through the majority of a week.... © HEAT FOR HENRY<3, I lost my little baby cousin Holly to a very rare form of cancer. Now he's gone it's never going to be the same without him, I always think of him everyday and everynight. I made a new friend, and I want to be bff's, but I totally have a crush on him and desperately want him to take my virginity. I miss him so much. I was in my room crying my heart out. He flew out of his car and all his head bones broke. This weekend its gonna be his b-day it hurts to know he is gone but to be real I know he is in a better place......R.I.P LEO...GONE BUT WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. Every time I look at her two year old daughter she left behind it breaks my heart that she won't be able to watch her daughter grow. Thanks for that touching poem. In a car accident she was killed instantly on the very first roll of the car and broke her neck , I think she felt her time was coming as she was only 17 but told her younger sister if I died would you lay in my room and smell my clothes to be reminded of me, she told her dad where she wanted to be buried and that she was going to die this year the sad part is she was so young and had so much to give and show us. In recent years, we saw less of each other with work and "adulthood," but I always missed her and thought there would come a day when we'd be as close as we once were. R.I.P Paul Stout, This is such a nice poem. My friend drunkenly told he would take my virginity if I wanted him to. At first I blamed her for not telling the truth but after I read the letter that she wrote for me before she passed away, I finally understand her. She is in Heaven know flying with all of the other angels. She had 3 scull fractures, and she was in really bad shape. Everyone was getting ready for a bathrobe party and didn't see her walk outside into the pool. So she took all of them and cried because he was the best thing in our lives.